[ [Siya nanaman.] ]
-Sunday, July 15, 2007-
Again. Daily blogadoos. Currently adding blogcatalog at my blogspot. Desided to search blogs at blogcatalog. Searching for new blogs to read - key word used: "pinoy"
Eto na. Through blogcatalog, I reached Mr. Butch Dalisay's blog. Astig. I used to read his essays (which reminds me, who last borrowed my Best of Barfly?) Siyempre basa habang nagpapahinga.
Scroll.scroll. Napatigil nanaman ako:
Flotsam & Jetsam (43) for July 12, 2007
Just when I'm letting go of that weird circumstance, hoping everything's just pure coincidence...
If you're interested in what I'm talking about, browse through his page as there is no direct link to that specific post. And if you're lost to what I'm talking about, please read my previous post.
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I just realized and checked it. This (my undirected search) is similar to what happened last week -- same day, same situation, almost at the same time. Too much coincidence.
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Anyway, she seems very interesting.
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May batang kinakabahan. I'll just go down and buy coke. And hope someone's willing to clear my thougths off for a while.
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cross post from http://cathycardia.blogspot.com
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[ [Does this mean something?] ]
-Sunday, July 08, 2007-
As a routine, almost everyday, I check my accounts, update and bloghop.
But tonight, I felt nostalgic and searched for blogs/sites related to my highschool. I found a couple of blogs (still not as much as I thought I wound find) usually by bloggers who just graduated from highschool (and thankfully proud of their alma mater).
Anyway one of the blogs I visited was that of a mother of a young student from my former school. I found some links to her other posts which led me to another blog . The site was a group blog of our alumni, graduated the same year of my birth. From that blog I found out, she (the mother) was an alumna as well.
Just checking out more links, I passed by an entry about a demise of another alumna which I didn't mind because I don't know her (I don't remember from what blog). That was until I checked my multiply and saw an update ( from other network contacts) with the same topic. Finding a coincidence, I checked the post and confirmed we went to same schools.
[And I checked my multiply account only because one of the links led me to some blogs -- including that person's blog at multiply]
Creepy.
It felt like I'm hunting for something I don't even know.
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[ [Last night of the world] ]
-Monday, May 14, 2007-
I was updating (updating na back in time) my playlist. While I was looking for this song's lyrics, I found this...
To the tune of Last night of the world (Miss Saigon)
Frodo:
In a place that won't let us feel,
In a life where nothing seems real,
I still have you.
I still have you.
Sam:
In a world that's moving too fast,
In a world where nothing can last,
I will hold you.
I will hold you.
Frodo:
Our lives will end ere tomorrow comes...
Sam:
Tonight our hearts drown the distant drums...
Frodo:
And there's music, alright,
Tearing the night,
Both:
A song
Played on a solo Nazgul's horn.
A crazy sound,
A lonely sound,
A cry,
That tells us pain goes on and on.
It's telling me
To hold you tight,
And cry
'Cause it's the last night of the world.
Sam:
On the far side of Middle-Earth,
There's a place where life still has worth.
It's called the Shire.
Frodo:
Oh, the Shire!
Sam:
You won't believe all the things you'll see.
I know cause you'll see them all with me.
Frodo:
If we're together that's when,
We'll hear it again
Both:
A song
Played on a solo Nazgul's horn.
A crazy sound,
A lonely sound
Frodo:
A cry
Sam:
But we know love goes on and on.
A song
Played on a pretty elvish harp.
Both:
It's telling me
To hold you tight,
And cry
'Cause it's the last night of the world.
Frodo:
Dreams
Were all we ever knew.
Sam:
Dreams
We won't need when it's through.
Both:
But anywhere we may be
I will hear with you
Our song
Played on a pretty elvish harp.
So stay with me
And hold me tight
And cry
'Cause it's the last night of the world.
http://www.geocities.com/epicmusicalparody_lyrics/thelastnightoftheworld.html
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[ [New home] ]
-Wednesday, May 03, 2006-
I have a new home at cathycardia.wordpress.com
(but I'd still maintain my blogs here at Blogspot as well as at kath.i.ph).
See you there!
p.s
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[ [Yup..] ]
I may have found a second home in our blogosphere - i.ph.
Blogger.com for me is user-friendly and is compatible with my current (not too updated) knowledge on codes. It gives full freedom on layout design.
In i.ph
- limited customization but you can personalize your blog through your backround and headbar image , fonts, theme color, font size, sidebar components (a lot more than wordpress.com)
- categorization (what I like on wordpress)
- relatively small community
- it's a .ph!
- its free so there are still ads...
You may want to check it out..
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[ [Non sense] ]
-Wednesday, April 26, 2006-
You Are 36% Abnormal |
You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.
You are at low risk for having a borderline personality. It is unlikely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
Extroversion:
You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is low.
You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.
You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.
While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise. |
( Firsts )
first best friend::Puchie
first pet name:::tabachingching..hehe..that's aside from my real pet name
first piercing:::ears
first crush:::crush?
first school:::St. Matthew's
first house location:::San Mateo
first kiss::: from a guy? stolen kiss when I was in kinder! haha
( Lasts )
last food you ate:::french fries from McDonald's
last car ride::: a while ago with Puchie
last movie you watched:::Pamahiin
last CD you listened to:::the cd from Puchie's player
last song you listened to:::don't remember
( Have you ever..... )
dated a best friend::: no
been on TV:::no
eaten sushi:::never
cheated on your BF/GF:::never had a bf and will never cheat on him
been on a blind date:::no
been out of the country:::not yet
been in love:::with everyone
THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
1. undies
2. white shirt
3. shorts
4. ponytail
5. lip gloss?
THINGS YOU DID TODAY:
1. checked my blogs and email
2. watched tv
3. called a friend
4. played badminton all afternoon!
5. ate at Mc Donald's after playing..hehe!
6. I'm supposed to read something!
FAVORITE THINGS
1. p-i-a-n-o
2. laptop
3. books
4. TV
PEOPLE YOU TRUST THE MOST:
1. God
2. myself
3. parents
4. Puchie
5. Carlyn
3 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Raise a child
2. Change a life... vague noh? basta..
3. Write something for all the people who touched my life
2 CHOICES
vanilla or chocolate::: CHOCOLATE... well I also like vanilla ice cream with lots of chocolate syrup and choco shell and chocolate chips on top! yumm
the besthugs or kisses:::both
PERSON I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW::: the person I met at the wrong place and time! gosh..
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[ [Change of Plans] ]
-Sunday, April 16, 2006-
We were supposed to have a 4 day trip to Hongkong starting tomorrow. However, there was a problem with the booking (we took a package and I think they didn't have enough people who would join the tour). Sayang pero ok lang at least tipid.. If ever kung sakaling matuloy pa baka sila Dad at Mama nalang... ok lang basta may pasalubong.. :)
Pero mas gusto ko pa rin puntahan ang Thailand. Medyo gusto ko rin ang Thai food (ano ba tawag?)
Dahil gusto talaga nila may puntahan... Baguio ulit kami. Haii.. May something about Baguio talaga kahit andami na nabago. Kahit di na kami naglalaro dun sa napakalaking playground. Kahit puro usok na. Kahit may UK na. Kahit parang angkalat na sa session road. Kahit may SM na. Gusto ko pa rin Baguio. More than Tagaytay. More than... ay.. next to beaches pala *kahit di ako marunong mag-swimming* Pero kahit maikot namin ang beaches sa Pilipinas, nag-iisa lang ang Bagiuo..hehe
Ever since bata pa kami, my family never gets tired of going there mga every 2-3 years. Tipong pag walang maisip puntahan. And sa isang lugar lang kami nagstatay Baden Powell Inn.. sa may Session Road para raw lalakarin lang halos lahat(tapat pa ng Jollibee)... oo nga naman.. and besides mas mura ata sa mga hotels dun.
Hai..
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[ [Batangas] ]
I forgot to write a post about about my Batangas trip together w/ my blockmates. Uhmm that's not totally correct. At the back of my head I know I'd like to post some some pictures (since I didn't bring a camera, I had to wait for my blockmates to donate a cd compilation of the pictures..haha) but I'm not in the mood to write my experiences.
But one thing is for sure... WE HAD FUN!
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[ [lipat bahay?] ]
-Monday, April 10, 2006-
hmm... wordpress...
edited:
I now have another blog at http://zedka18.wordpress.com. However, I can't make it my virtual home yet because it doesn't give me freedom to play with the interiors of my house. Make it my summer home for now. It now has all my entries from this blog so it also serves as a back-up. Not bad, isn't it?
It makes me realize how jurassic my knowledge is about the internet. One day, I hope I'll be able to have my own site [www.zedkadreams.com], using wordpress. In the meantime, I do need to learn how to use the codes!
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[ [Zedka dreams] ]
-Friday, April 07, 2006-
I forgot to add this to my previous post and just decided to make it an independent entry.
Last week I had a really bad dream.
My professors ME and EJ were climbing the stairs towards the 2nd floor of our building. I was walking behind them. Prof M said something like this "E, grabe no, halata mo talaga na ung masisipag ung pumasa? Yung mga bagsak yung mga tamad. May big difference talaga" I can't remember Prof E's reaction.
Yun lang. Eversince, I didn't want to hear negative comments about treatment planning.
Well, because I think I really AM guilty :(
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[ [Treatment Plan] ]
I was reading through my entries and I almost saw these words in each of the most recent ones : 159 Treatment planning.
I'm finally safe. I passed the course. Relieved and a bit happy but not a bit proud. For me, treatment planning is a really big course because it's part of an actual job of a PT.
But as I say, I deserve what I get. I know I could have given more, studied a lot more but it was my choice at the beginning not to intoxicate myself. I've told it before how I focused on just getting the job done but not really enjoying it. This last year, I can say I enjoyed being a CAMP student (except of course until the last part where I became tagilid). I've gotten over a lot of my self-imposed-inhibitions (as Kat called them) and had just enough fun.
Yun nga lang. Tagilid talaga. Weeks before I'm already rationalizing my what if's related to 159.
What if the grades were adjusted so that more will pass and fortunately or unfortunately its only because of the adjustment that I passed the course. I wouldn't really be happy with that. Don't get me wrong, I'd be thankful for the course team who fatigued their braincells just to make us pass. I don't know how to explain further... do you get what I'm driving at?
If ever I fail, I'll not be sad because I failed. In fact I'd be partly happy because I'd get to take the subject again and hoping that with the 2nd chance I'd really get the hang of it. I'd also have a vacant semester which I can use to take up non-camp related courses like sign language interpretation/braille reading/more violin lessons or even have part time work.
I'd be sad because I know my parents would be disappointed. I'd be sad because the time is wasted. I wouldn't be sure if I'll pursue med. I'd be sad because well... I also have my pride. I'd be sad because I'll be left behind.
It all boils down too...
We have our destiny. We make our own plans. We pursue our dreams. If suddenly, the direction of the wind makes our boat drift in another path, we could always move our sail to be able to go back to the path that we want. Yun nga lang, It would require more will and strength to go against the wind. Kaya mo yan. Kaya nga naimbento ang sail para may sort of control ka pa rin diba? Samahan mo lang ng dasal para humina o mawala na yung hangin.. :)
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